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- Blaise Pascal

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airosche

My LJ’s been silent for what seem like ages to me. Quoting someone, “I’ve got an excuse for every selfish thing I do”. Oh yes ladies and gentlemen, I do have a few good excuses as to why I haven’t posted anything since last month.

1. Rei Ayanami is working on her thesis. We only have one computer at home... unless Santa Claus would give me a nice new laptop with WiFi this Christmas or on my birthday. Hey, can’t St. Nick make an exemption? I'm trying to be a nice girl now. >:]

2. I’m using dial-up connection. How can I use the internet when someone’s using the phone until the wee hours of the morning?

3. Either I'm catching up on my reading (how my backlog grows every two weeks!) or grappling with insomnia.

4. And dial-up connection really sucks from 12mn up to 6 a.m. because most prepaid ISPs have their free surf hour’s promo at these times. Not an excuse really because I’m still using dial-up connection until now.

5. Using PLDT Vibe post-paid dial-up access is not an option. Not only it’s much worse than my prepaid ISP, it’s going to flail our phone bill.

6. I volunteered [as a guinea pig] for the Internet lockdown in our office. They’re going to implement the lockdown anyways (which they already did). Sigh.

7. I've been busy. Enough said.

Written At: My Bedroom
Feeling: busy
Listening to: My Woman, My Girl, My Friend - Jose Mari Chan

airosche
Been running from this feeling for so long
Telling my heart I didn't need it
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it's just a lie
So afraid to take a chance again
So afraid of what I feel inside

But I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath of you
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smile each morning
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, oh I
I need to be next to you
Need to be next to you

Right here with you is right where I belong
I lose my mind if I can't see you
Without you there's nothing in this life
That would make life worth living for
I can't make it if you're not there
I can't fight what I feel any more

Cause I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath of you
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smile this morning
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, oh I
I need to be next to you

I need to have your arms next to mine for all the time
Holding for all my life
I need to be next to you
I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
Need to be, need to be next to you
Share every breath of you
I need to feel you in my arms, baby, in my arms baby
I need to be next to you

- Leigh Nash

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Written At: 34BCT039
Feeling: awake
Listening to: Masters of War - Pearl Jam

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